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and she ends with love...........
Thursday, November 26, 2009
well..yesterday went for 3 interviews..
been out as early as 9 plus in the morning..
first up..was an interview at 11 am.
i was only told its a clinic assistant job..
went ther but i was wrong..its actually a big dental clinic!!
did my very best even tho i feel lyk gg home tt particular tym..
and aft tt, went for other 2 interviews..
the last one was at tamp as an assist tchr..reached ther bit late as its far from my previous interview..
its just a part time job from 3pm to 7pm..
still waiting for the call..
i really looking forward for the working experience as an asst tcher, seriously..
just see the outcome in a week or two..
aft went for the interview in the later evening, the dental staff called me saying tt im shortlisted for the job!!! wee!!! alhamdulilah..
nvr thought it will be tt fast to get shortlisted..heh!
start on the 1st of dec..
if ther are other job opportunities wic i think is more worth it, i have to make a consideration again..
been coughing lyke a dog these few days..
hurts so bad
and ive to get ready a bottle of plain water in my bag to get myself prepared if the continuous cough strikes..
if i didnt do tt..some eyes will be directed to me and even worse,stare at me lyke as if they havent seen a human being cough!! hahah..
alryt..end here for now..wanna rest well..and she ends with love...........
Saturday, November 21, 2009
just to get fast extra income..i followed my kak elly to go shooting for the first ever time in my life..HAHA!!
its kinda nervous at first..
but after getting along wit the ppl..
its fun afterall..:)
shooting experience was nice!! but it was damn tiring..
it started at 7pm and finishes till 12am!!
my role is a reporter, having a conference meeting with a superior regards to sensor narcotic agency..
its a tamil movie..
i wonder how i look like on screen :D
so...
im given the role with no dialogues!!!
and just sit ther pretending to write in a notebook..
if somebody were to see wat i wrote in tt notebook..they will think im crazy..haha!!
all full of bullshit and so damn random..
just for the sake of writing.. :)
met sani hussein:D
p/s: he's kinda friendly too..he talked to my mum during the breaks hahas!
oh well..enuf of that..i will start on my training for this new job of mine this tues..
hopefully..all went well :)and she ends with love...........
Friday, November 13, 2009
have been job hunting these few days..
online jobs helps alot..:)
and i'll be starting my new job this week..syukur alhamdulilah..
mon, will go back to kkh to noe the outcome:)
pls allah..i hope its a good news from them..
and ya. hari raye haji is really ard the corner..
and i dun even realise that its on tis mth..gosh!and she ends with love...........
Monday, November 9, 2009
i really beg u dear allah..
let the burden lighter..
down wit fever the day b4 yest..
and had difficulty breathing again..
cuz of curiosity of my condition,
and so i went to ttsh..
had check ups with ECG,CXR,UTA..
alhamdulilah..all was ok..
doc said tt due to severe anxiety, metabolic acidosis occurs in my body that causes imbalances in my gas exchanges.
probably that is due to the rapid deep breathing too..
but i really thank god that my lungs are ok.. :)
p/s: i miss my nyonya!! wen can u meet eh nyonya?
anything beep my hp aite??
MISS my nyp gerl frenz so damnn much!!and she ends with love...........
Monday, October 26, 2009
breathing has been difficult for me these few weeks and it scares me
sometimes i tell myself to seek medical attention but it has nvr happen..
due to hectic life and i dont pretty care abt my body sometym..
alryt nvm, put tt aside..
i believe some may have seen my disappearance..
im sure u will noe the reason one day..
but just to tell all of you tt im fine
if i tell it here, this entry will be lyke a novel
i really miss each and all of you.. :(
sometimes i feel this world is unfair..
but wat to do..this world is just a stage for us..
if u noe wat i mean..
waiting for my another nyonya to have the meet up..
and all the best fr ur exam aite:)
and my nyp gerlfrenz!! miss u loadsZ!and she ends with love...........
Sunday, October 18, 2009
i can sit alone doing nothing and to think abt this for hours and hours but still, with no final decision from me..urghhh! *shook head*
had a dream last nyt..
isnt tt a sign from the almighty??
its not as easy as said..and she ends with love...........
Saturday, October 10, 2009
plus his chest pain that makes him difficult to breathe..he vomitted alot..
i guess the infection has got into his lungs somehow..
dear allah, pls make him strong..
and pls get him well as soon as possible dear allah..
cuz seeing him gasping for oxygen really kills me..
i hope he will win his battle towards that virus..:'(
i dun want to lose someone precious lyk him..
and she ends with love...........
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
finally im 21..
it has been a crazy ride fr me this year..
i've to admit the year has been full of tears,cries,hurt and pain..
but allah has been ther fr me..
and i managed to get it thru with lots of patience..with every single test that HE gave...
i've been seeing it coming one and another..its just painful..
exactly at 12am, my kak elly and beloved family surprised me..wit a cake!!
even im nt in the mood to celebrate or to be happy at tt period of tyme,
i managed to get a smile on my face, ATLEAST..
but they really make my day..
if not bcoz of them, i wouldnt hav been smiling
ppl's flaws can really hurt you deeply sometimes
well..yeah, its true..accepting the fact tt nobody is perfect is hard sometymes..
just dun let my heart rip into pieces, cuz wen tt happens, i cant imagine how's the outcome gonna be like..
well...
let bygones be bygones..
cuz you dun noe how much you mean in my life and how much love i have for u..
enuf said aite..
and btw, thanks for all the bdae wishes, gift from all of my loved ones..i really appreciate it alot!!! 
and she ends with love...........
Saturday, October 3, 2009
it has been a down turn coaster fr me..
i just need to let everything out in this very entry..
a couple of updates..
Ayu's aunt has been v.v nice to me and my fam..
if it's nt bcoz of her, we wont get a place to live in..
but due to certain circumstances, i've to leave the hse..
for the better..
now staying at my aunt's hse at bkt pjg..
its really way far end..
dislikes it sometimes..
but have to endure it..
well..it's been awhile since the last time i heard abt my dad..
i dunnoe how he is doin..
to be honest, i really hate wen ppl asking me wher he is living now cuz by then, i will start to hate myself...
i dunnoe y..
u think im a heartless person??
absolutely NO!!
and that is why i really felt guilty sometimes..
and noeing tt i have an atleast a shelter to stay in while my dad,DONT, it kills me somehow..
even tho hugely, he is the main cause for EVERYTHING..
i hope he is well ther..wherever he is..
and most importantly,
hoping that after all these incident, it will give a "wake-up" call for him to repent..
dear allah, pls show me ur blessings aft all these hardships tt im facing thru..
pls show me ur light,dear almighty..
cuz as a normal human being, im nt strong actually to face this..
turning a year older real soon..
and how 1 year pass so fast..
and i really prayed to u, Allah..in tt special day of mine, YOU will make my day a blessed one..
insyaallah..
and to my dear Ayu, hope ur mum is having a huge recovery..
i noe ur heart really sunk..seeing ur own mum in tt kind of condition..
esp in the initial stage..
if it were me, i cant stop crying..
but yeah, despite all that, im glad she managed to get it thru..
and with Allah's blessing, she's doin better than previously..
been having bad dreams quite awhile..
it scares me :(and she ends with love...........