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freakingly pissed!!!!!!
im hurt.. deeply hurt.. i hope his words will haunt him.. enuf said.. im terribly tired and sick!! i wonder who has felt been in my shoe.. i want their help..cuz im really clueless and hopeless... how i wish i was a baby wher ther's no worries
hey my abandoned blog..hah! it feels lyke years since i last blog.. been very difficult to use the net nowadays.. i really2 need a laptop.. i wonder wher can i get it for a cheaper value..haiz.. perhaps i have to look ard at sungei road..hahah! exams are finally done..did my best..just hoping for a pass will do..gonna prayed hard tt i can proceed to the next sem.. have started my attachment at CGH since mon..BOOO!! it really seems unfair..while the others are having their vacation holidays, OUR holidays are used for attachments..:( they shud do it at our sch days instead.. and i am really thinking my future now.. i really don want to work in a hosp for 3 years.. i mean, wat i really wants in lyf.. wat i want in life is just to be close with allah...help my family and just do something wic im happy with it i really hav to do something for my future before i regretted in the later future.cuz at the end of the day, its abt whether im happy or not.. dad is creating his super nuisance again!!! arghhh!!! i wonder when can he come into his senses..for goodness sake!! he argued with the owner abt the rent money all and still have the gut to say tt he is the one who's been paying all these while, not his children.. and we are nothing but just school childrens...urghhhh!!! freaking irritating!! well, if he don appreciate me who has been helping him all these while,then fine, i will stop helping him,since he say to the whole world im the cause for all his troubles!! i really cant believe him!! i dunnoe hw much my tears are wasted juz bcoz of him.. as a daughter who's trying to be a gd one to help my fam, im really2 hurt!! and we're kicked from the hse..face it!! im juz tired of it!! and if ure gd enuf, go out ther and find one hse for ur family to stay!!! astaghfirullah..i noe im being harsh but he really test my patience.. well..i noe these challenges are ther to make me a stronger person..and im thankful and grateful tt im being tested by the almighty in this great mth... its just sometimes,its not as easy said..be in my position, then u will noe.. however,thank u allah for giving a job for dearie and also my sis..they really helped me financially.. love you both!! :D its the holy mth..and deeds will be double or triple rewarded..so, i take it as a reward if im able to overcome these challenges with lots and lots of patience..insyaallah..AMIN.. alryt..this entry will be full of pictures..haha! and in this one month ther's been alot of updates.. my niece's bdae, my dear nyp closefren,zimah's bdae, my dear cutie but naughty Ain's bdae:p, ndp wit dearie and my last picture taking with my fellow classmates and beloved skills tchr to marked the end of semester.. took the pictures but cant update it lyk i used to.. let the pictures do the talking aite..  durin my niece,iffah's bdae  ndp o9 with dearie :)  during ain's bdae :)  during my dear close fren,zimah's bdae and these are some of the pics taken during our last paper for this sem:    and met ayu lavigne for meet up to break-fast at Popeye and after tt we camwhore :P
and i miss my another nyonya..when can i meet her eh..heh :) |
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Nur Azizah bte Abdul Aziz * 7 Oct 1988; turning 23yrs * am a libra * was a NYP & RP-ian * simple yet complicated * have learnt to appreciate things ard me and nt juz taking it for granted * living my life to its fullest * trying to be a better person in every single day of my life * realise am much stronger now * great besties * fiance * purple.black. * surfing net.shopping.hugs. * makeups.clothes.shoes excites her * liars * bitches * hypocrites * braggers * veggies -_- * backstabbers April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 Xx Angela xX Xx Atikah [Icka] xX Xx Ain [sis] xX Xx Ayu xX Xx Ben xX Xx Doreen xX Xx Eileen xX Xx Ekinsan xX Xx Ella [Zul's Cuz] xX Xx Fairuz xX Xx Harith xX Xx Iqah xX Xx Iqah [priv] xX Xx LadyAzVam xX Xx Jaclyn xX Xx Jessie xX Xx Lisza xX Xx Mira [NYP] xX Xx Mira [RP] xX Xx Munir xX Xx Myza xX Xx Natasha xX Xx Nieza xX Xx NuruL Aini xX Xx Raleah xX Xx Salwa xX Xx Santi xX Xx Shaz xX Xx Shidah [cheers] xX Xx Syahidah [BTS] xX Xx Ting Ting xX Xx Wanie xX Xx Wawa xX Xx Xiao Rong xX Xx Zielah xX Xx Zimah xX pictures editted by Azizah Aziz |
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