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juz cant believe wat my mum has did.. dun want to make it big..but im juz soo frustated wif her ryte now.. i noe her intention is gd but i think wat she juz did was over the limit now..she's like controlling my life..n even my luv life!! juz sooo fed up wif her..i've nt been toking to her d whole day.. i may sound rude n impolite..as a daughter..n i noe it's a sin to treat a mother dat way..but i juz can't help it.. she's really making me mad..doing STUPID things dat she thinks is right..but the fact is..she's juz making the whole situation worse.. On wat she had done,im nt goin to say it cuz it's quite personal..but watever it is..i juz cant believe wat she has done.. i rilly hope she will stop controlling me n him..n i noe..he's rilly dissapointed n feel so stress wif the whole situation..im really soo sorry fr him.. Mum..im a big gerl now..n i noe wat i'm doin..! im really sorry if i do hurt u by my werds juz now.. i didn't mean to upset u..but wat u had done rilly makes me mad n it has become a problematic situation ryte now!! Oh God..juz didn't expect all this to happen..she admit dat she is in wrong n she's rilly hope dat i can forgive her..i noe she's in a guilty stage now.. deep dwn inside,i oredy forgive her..ya..she is like my MUM..n she has been my CLOSEST fren ever..but im juz so upset of her actions..dat's the only thing.. haiz.. rilly hope she noe's dat by now..!! work..work..work..
dat is all i spent my day usually..haish.. wen i was spending my time at home..wen i had no job..i wanna work.. but wen i am oredy working..im d one who's complaining..hahax azizah!! azizah!! siow ah u?? hehe.. i really nid $$$ badly now.. wen is my pay day goin to come?? haiyo...soo slow man.. my bills all r waiting.. hmmm..n one more thing im so fed up wif....is the change of the management of my job.. i tot i will b like "permanent" at simei..n im beginning to adapt of the working environment at simei..n im oredy comfortable working der...but sadly..i will b posted to other "Cheers" outlet dat im not rilly fancy wif.. i will b posted to Bedok outlet soon..n i really hate this outcome.!! the gd thing is dat..its near my place..save my transport allowance.. but the oni reason i didn't actually like it.. is the majority customers dat will b visiting der.. there will b mostly studentz..n offcourse..it will b none other den my juniors!!! argh!! hate it !! those BTSS kids!!! arghh!!! but hopefully..everything goes fine there.. hmmm..sch is goin to re-open soon...shit!! hahax.. its nt dat i hate goin to sch..but the oni reason is dat i hate waking up at 6am every single day..!!haha.. and ya..plus the one hr "enjoying" bus journey dat i will b having every day..haiz.. but.. im quite lookin forward to b a 2nd yr student in rp tho..hehe..dat's d gd part..!! oh ya..hav to update all my clothes n jeans..hahaha.. SOMetIMes..Luv is juz so complicated..!! I juz dunnoe y.. We really dunnoe wat's goin to happen tmrw,the day after or in the future.. Even thingz dat we never expect it to happen may juz occur.. It's really a torture to anybody who experience LOVE sometimes.. Especially wen u rilly miss dem badly.. n all the bits of our swit memories dat we have wif dem suddenly refresh us back.. It's really painful.. I noe..im still young .. and der's a lot more way to go in life.. Guess..only time will tell.. I hope for the best for myself..and i accept watever GOD has arranged n stored for me.. I believe in fate and destiny..and i'm ready for it.. Labels: love juz so complicated Hi peepz...
Actually..I'm new to blog.. So im juz trying out..Reading other ppl blogs really gives me dat intention in writing as well.. Afterall..it helps improve my vocab..so y not..haha tdae was a really tiring one.. started my day wif "work"!! haish.. juz soo lazy to wake up juz now.. was abt to call my manager to give some lame excuses of me not being able to work..hahax.. wat a lazy bum!! but...thinking abt the $$$..i have to force myself to go to work..!! had a morning shift fr tdae..my werk was alright.. been a bit stable .. it's been 1 week now since i started wrk and all was doing fine able to handle some difficult stuffs all by myself now.. thank god!! not doin much in d shop juz now..i've been lazing away..hearing the songs dat were played by the radio..boring tho..haha.. met iqah juz now..she tot of meeting me during my break..as usual..she share all the "news" dat she experience dis week..she's one of such a craazie fren!! hahax.. den..met kathy..accompanying her to IKEA tampines..as she wanted to view the environment there n at d same time buy some stuffs fr her IG..the place was...ya..as all knoe..huge..big..but wat's inside was not i expected to b..there's no any special thing there aniwae..hehe.. finally..after surveying the place..we left the place wif empty handed!! :( haha.. but it was great to c her..it's been quite a long time since the last i saw her..n dat was b4 d sch hols..hee~ k lar..gonna stop here fr now..goin to bed now.. tmrw will b wrking morning shift again..argh!! Labels: work..work..work.. |
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Nur Azizah bte Abdul Aziz * 7 Oct 1988; turning 23yrs * am a libra * was a NYP & RP-ian * simple yet complicated * have learnt to appreciate things ard me and nt juz taking it for granted * living my life to its fullest * trying to be a better person in every single day of my life * realise am much stronger now * great besties * fiance * purple.black. * surfing net.shopping.hugs. * makeups.clothes.shoes excites her * liars * bitches * hypocrites * braggers * veggies -_- * backstabbers April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 Xx Angela xX Xx Atikah [Icka] xX Xx Ain [sis] xX Xx Ayu xX Xx Ben xX Xx Doreen xX Xx Eileen xX Xx Ekinsan xX Xx Ella [Zul's Cuz] xX Xx Fairuz xX Xx Harith xX Xx Iqah xX Xx Iqah [priv] xX Xx LadyAzVam xX Xx Jaclyn xX Xx Jessie xX Xx Lisza xX Xx Mira [NYP] xX Xx Mira [RP] xX Xx Munir xX Xx Myza xX Xx Natasha xX Xx Nieza xX Xx NuruL Aini xX Xx Raleah xX Xx Salwa xX Xx Santi xX Xx Shaz xX Xx Shidah [cheers] xX Xx Syahidah [BTS] xX Xx Ting Ting xX Xx Wanie xX Xx Wawa xX Xx Xiao Rong xX Xx Zielah xX Xx Zimah xX pictures editted by Azizah Aziz |
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