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ok..i realise my blog is not accompanied wit the skin tt it used to be..
and i dun even noe why.. dont even have a time to look at this poor blog of mine.. dont worry my dear bloggy..u will get a new fresh skin soon aitee.. haha! somehow 2010 getting better.. starting to look forward for it now mayb simply bcoz few probs getting abit more settled now.. i hope tt i'll be blessed with everytg good this year.. dad's getting better wit medication just hav to pay attention on the advises from the senior doc on the 19th.. gettin a new job soon wit a much better pay..alhamdulilah.. somehow,experiences from the dental helps me though.. double yayness!! too busy wit life till sometimes i dont realise tt im getting older now yeah, age is just a number..but the fact tt ppl intepret it differently scares me sometimes.. noe zul for almost 2 years now.. and family started to keep blabbering abt a more official relationship.. easy said, engagement.. i dunnoe whether im ready or not.. i have a huge, heightened responsibility ahead of me..and im not even done wit that wen ppl keep talking abt "it"..sometyms, i feel lyke screaming.. cuz its not as easy as said..and its not simply just collectin money and do "it".. its more to just that.. but deep within me, i noe he is the one for me..i admit i do wanna take a step forward in our relationship cuz i noe he is the one..but its just due to some reasons tt i've to consider abt it.. maybe bcoz im the eldest child in the family?? no one told me about the eldest child being the one making all the decisions..and i hate making decisions if i were to frank.. i wasn't prepared for such a huge responsibility.. i grew up independent, learning how to fix everything around the house and handle all things since young, almost the "man" of the house, but yet i can't do the budget for my family.. financial contributions aren't ever enough.. and i am rambling i noe..haha! i just want to get everything out of my system, and i don't want to speak to anyone anymore about all this cuz simply, listening to me spout all this nonsense and breaking down everyday is nt goin to do any good to me.. i get frustrated, upset, and of course i get impatient with a lot of things easily now and they all say that i have to be strong, because i am the eldest child.. but no one ever realised, this eldest child has a side that needs to crumble before she can build her heart stronger? thanks to my fellow besties,dearie and most importantly, Allah s.w.t who made me stronger all along.. and i'm beginning to face life stronger now.. |
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Nur Azizah bte Abdul Aziz * 7 Oct 1988; turning 23yrs * am a libra * was a NYP & RP-ian * simple yet complicated * have learnt to appreciate things ard me and nt juz taking it for granted * living my life to its fullest * trying to be a better person in every single day of my life * realise am much stronger now * great besties * fiance * purple.black. * surfing net.shopping.hugs. * makeups.clothes.shoes excites her * liars * bitches * hypocrites * braggers * veggies -_- * backstabbers April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 Xx Angela xX Xx Atikah [Icka] xX Xx Ain [sis] xX Xx Ayu xX Xx Ben xX Xx Doreen xX Xx Eileen xX Xx Ekinsan xX Xx Ella [Zul's Cuz] xX Xx Fairuz xX Xx Harith xX Xx Iqah xX Xx Iqah [priv] xX Xx LadyAzVam xX Xx Jaclyn xX Xx Jessie xX Xx Lisza xX Xx Mira [NYP] xX Xx Mira [RP] xX Xx Munir xX Xx Myza xX Xx Natasha xX Xx Nieza xX Xx NuruL Aini xX Xx Raleah xX Xx Salwa xX Xx Santi xX Xx Shaz xX Xx Shidah [cheers] xX Xx Syahidah [BTS] xX Xx Ting Ting xX Xx Wanie xX Xx Wawa xX Xx Xiao Rong xX Xx Zielah xX Xx Zimah xX pictures editted by Azizah Aziz |
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