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Wednesday, August 29, 2007:missing those times..
this will always n definitely happen to me especially wen it cums to sch holidayz..wic im having nw.
ROTTING lyke a rat!!
yup..azizah is rotting lyke hell at home..
urgh..seriously..at this point of time..i dun even hav any idea wat i suppose to do nw..haha!
i wanna get myself bz so i wont b bored to death here.. x(
so wat else?? blogging is wat i cn actually do.. =)

gonna finish up my PP by end of tis mth..hopefully..in wic i dun tink it's possible..haha!!
cuz here i am ..stucked on my PP still..im soo dead!! oh god..help me..!!
oh shit, this thing really stressed me out!!

fri wrking..night shift..[the shift tt i hate..cuz to me, time really flies soo freaking slow during tt period of time..don't u tink so???]
and as usual..sat n sun wrking too..oh god..
and payday is lyke damn slow..!!
i wanna do my shopping..!!
wanna get some jeans, sweater n blouse too b4 sch reopens..haha!
[oh gosh..see hw spendthrift i am..*nod head*]
i seriously nid sum discipline wen cums to money..i shud really start saving nw..b4 its too late..
like ppl said..sediakn payung sbelum hujan..erm..read as: get ready an umbrella b4 it's raining..
did i phrase it correctly?? haha..it sounds so wrong..pardon me..my eng soo the powderful..haha!!

teacher's day is coming soon..
and as usual, tis fri if im nt mistaken, sum students will go and visit either their former pri or sec sch..miting up their used-to-be teachers n all tt stuffs..
n at the same time, it's also a day wher all those old clazmates cn get together..it's kind of lyke a reunion..it would b fun seeing them again cuz i do miss them..i really do..
initially, im thinking of gg ther too but..
hmm dunnoe eh..i dun feel lyke ther's a nid to go ther actually..
most of my so-called fav teachers hav either retired or no longer teach in tt sch animore..
it's a sad thing..
n tt's left wif all those new teachers whom i dont even noe n those teachers whom i dun even wanna see animore..haha!! *im so bad*

my f&n teacher..mdm habibah..retired!!
my fav mly teacher..mdm hayati..retired!!
my fav maths teacher.. who nvr fails to make my day..mr eric..resigned!!
crazy n funny sci teacher..mr liu..resigned as well..
haiz..

all these ppl r those whom i wanna mit..but sadly they left..
so wat's the point of me gg ther??
seeing all those juniors in my sch?? urgh..it rilly turns me off..[u would agree if u noe hw terrible they r..haiz..]
i dunnoe whether to go or nt??
eh..wait a min..*thinking*
oh ya stupid me..!! offcourse i wont b visiting the sch cuz im wrking tt particular day!!! omg fr goodness sake azizah!!! slenger!! hahaha!!

But I want a reunion wif all my former clazmates!!! I miss them..*tsk*tsk*
I wonder wen is d right time we cn get together again..hmm..


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Thursday, August 23, 2007:wen BOREDOM strikes..
ok..this will b a short one.. its juz a quick update..
life was pretty bored at the moment..
n im desperate fr my next pay !!!
azizah was broke!!! VERY!!!


weekends stil the same routine..
work.work.work..
to tell u the truth..im beggining getting sick of wrking..like seriously..
my SL buddy, munirah has resigned..
its nt shocking seeing her left actually cuz i noe she can't take it wif some of the staffs there..
u noe lah those ppl trying to be dominant n act like they're the boss there juz becoz they hav been wrking there fr a couple of yrs..it's so damn frustrating.. *%$#@!


nira once said to me tt all these "stupid bunch of nyonyas" do scold her really infrnt of the customers..haiz.. who they think they r..??

sumtimes i feel soo pissed wif them too..
they're like all chinese..n me, the only pathetic mly young gerl there.. i felt soo left out..extremely!!! :(
and..who noe's they're talking sumthing bad bout me behind my bck..??who noes..
ok..im getting a bit paranoid here!! haha!
minurah has left..n it's total BOREDOM!! its really a bore..!!
well, juz hav to do my own business fr nw.. cuz i juz cant b bothered wif them..


* i want sum excitement,laughters, jokes,a fren to tok to in order fr me to get tt mood to go to wrk..n all tt are missing!!*



thinking of changing job too..a job wif a higher pay as well..let's c hw it goes..
sch holidays are cuming...yipee!! ermm..i guez i've already having holidayz earlier..haha!!
this means..i've yet to finish up my professional profilling these holiday..
dun even noe hw the hell to even strt on it.. wth!! stressful!! it really it...
and..and...infact, i want outings wif besties too these holidays to unstress myself..hehe!
i juz want fun!! tt's it..!!


erm..its supposed to be a short one..but it came out to b a rather longer one..haha!!
nvm..i juz dun realise it.. :p


besties..do beep me if u feel lyke gg out ok..haha!!




end here.


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Monday, August 20, 2007:shit happenz..
here i am again..taking few hrs of my time blogging.. :)
firstly..
happy bdae my dearest sis, ain!! i hope its nt too late fr me to wish u in here....even tho its yesterday..hehe!
n...
im so so sorry i cant b able to buy u any gift fr nw..
coyi ok..cuz kaklong totally broke in the meantime.. [understand me plz..]
but watever it is..i still owe u one.. hunt fr me fr the prezzie at the end of the mth k..haha!! but serious!! i rilly mean it..

dad buy cakes fr her yesterday nite..along wif the 'Ramly' burgers n some otak2..haha! [i think he drop by to the pasar mlm at bedok i guez]..
oh ya.dad starting to change..syukur alhamdulilah..i hope he realised his mistakes all these while, dat makes my family seem disturbed a short mths or yrs ago..it's nt too late fr him to change..really.
well..nobody is perfect in tis entire world..EVERYBODY bound to make mistakes sumtimes..people are..even me..
so, again..its a lesson frm GOD..

actually..im at esp lib nw..surfing net fr a while...
will b heading to marina square later to buy someone's gift..i wont tell who tt fellow is..cuz i dun wan her to noe..ya. so be it..


shit happens..i dunnoe y on earth i trust this sumone like..easily..!! n in the end i suffer....i rilly do..haiz..
plz dun giv stupid n bullshit promises to me wen u noe u,urself cant keep ur wrds..urgh!!
im freaking damn frustrated wif u!!!
ppl..ignore me..im juz showering my anger in tis blog of mine..cuz im damn damn damn rilly piss off wif this *$#@..


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Friday, August 17, 2007:wth!!
feel soooo fucked up now!! %$%^%!!!


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Friday, August 10, 2007:happy bdae to u..singap0re..!!
happy bdae to u..
happy bdae to u..
happy bdae to SINGAPORE..
happy bdae to u..

well, it's supposed to be a belated one actually.haha!

ok, singapore celebrate its 42th bdae yesterday..
n initially,me, iqah n lisza planned to watch the firewrks at marina bay..
but unfortunately,lis went to mit her guy 1st and as soon as she arrives ther at ard 7pm, she cant be able to enter the marina bay premises since the esplanade area was guarded by the stupid security!! wth ryte!!
and due to tt,lisza was nt wif us the whole day..enjoying the fun..hmmm..

but fortunately, ayu n mahirah joined us..along wif my sis,syidah n iqah's sis wif her cousin as well..so it did nt left wif only me n iqah..atleast they make the whole thing a bit merrier..hehe!!

met iqah at bdk int as usual..n as soon as we reached esp..the place was lyke OMG!! damn packed!! but ya..it's expected!! it was extremely crowded n by tt period of tyme..i noe we wont be able to get any pathetic seat at esp..haiz and we ended up sitting at one of these grass patch :(

however,we sat ther nt fr long..
cuz since we cant c anything happening in the sea area, we decided to stand instead and squeeze our "small" body among them..haha!

but it's worth it tho..we get to c a rather clearer view of wat's happening in the sea..i mean the event n all tt stuffs.. n most importantly, the FIREWRKS!!
we're waiting eagerly fr tt firewrks to cum..it's the "thing" we're looking frward to..u see..
the firework was a BLAST!! that's fr sure..!!!

tt's the reason y im willing to go all the way to esp juz to c the erm..4 mins firewrks?? haha!

i cant describe hw torturing it is wen gg back home tt yesterday night..haiz..
reminding back all those large no. of ppl..n i really mean "LARGE"!! n hw im sweating lyke hell at tt period of tyme..n hw it seriously suffocates me!! haiz..
we're lyke continuosly walking ard the area n at the same time, figuring out whether to take bus or train back home..

As soon as i gt home..i cant explain hw exhausted i am..my bed along wif my comfortable pillows is all i think abt..haha!!
im freaking tired n felt so worn-out yestrday n infact until nw,tt tiredness in me is stil ther..
well,probably bcoz of the continuous walking i tink..

watever it is..i had fun yestrday.. :) .. despite of the tiredness..

woah!! i dun realise i really share a lot..haha..oklah..will stop here..long oredy lah..
like comprehension passage eh?? hehe


n ya.. to ayu..awk giler nk mampos smlm!! kiteorg bbual mepek pasal bende yg MEREPEK nk mampos dlm dunia ni..and kesian Mon-mon keeps "huh?"..haha..tk tahan kiter..!!


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Monday, August 6, 2007:month of possibilities..
wolla!!

it's been 1 entire week, i've nt been updating tis blog of mine..
im juz plain lazy n infact, ther's nt much stories happening these few dayz in which i cn blog abt..haha!

hmm..
well, 2007 has stepped to the mth of august now...
it's pretty fast huh..
my 1st sem is gg to end soon..[hopefully, the upcoming 2nd sem will be a better one fr me,cuz i seriously slacked tis sem bcoz of god noes fr wat reason]

oh ya..the bdae of a lot of ppl whom i knew falls in tis mth actually..[erm, nt rilly "a lot" lyke as if there's hundreds of them lar..haha! but ther's quite a few..]

ok,ok...i gonna make my wish here instead..

1. Happy 18th belated bdae to my dear fren,KATHY...!! [it's been a while since the last tyme we rilly tok to each other huh..aniwae,miss u]

2. Happy 21th advance bdae to tis fren of mine who once came into my life..[ok, watever!!]

3. Happy 14th advance bdae to my dear lil sis, AIN.. [lmbt nye kau nk bsr eh ain..hehe]

4. Happy 19th advance bdae to WANIE!! [my "used to be closed fren" back in pri skul dayz]

5. Happy 23th advance bdae to LISZA!! [ one of my close budz in rp..stay looking young as u r now aite..]

6. to my new fren, RALEAH..if u happen to read tis..happy bdae to u as well ya..hehe!

7. n....oh ya..nt to forget, happy 42th bdae to my dearest country...!!

ok,i've listed all...so smangat ryte..??( ni lah..klau si azizah kn...tk de keje nk buat..haha!!)

ok,frankly speaking im totally bored nw!! *yawn*
n furthermore..my legs are lyke cramping..
tis muscular pain all due to the freaking hrs of juz plain standing infrnt of my cashier booth at wrk..wth!! [oh,gosh..im turning old oredy..legs,hands are all nt active animore..hahaha!] ok,mrepek..!


i wanna watch firewrks again!!! even tho i watch it lyke fr hw many tymes oredy fr tis yr..but i wanna watch it again lar..!!! hopefully 9 aug wont be my wrking day..




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