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1 november 2008!!!
i hate this date so so much!!! oh god, pls dun let it come.. i jz feel lyke crying now.. this day will be the day wher my dear mummy and my 2 sweetheart younger sisters will be flying off to BRUNEI fr 1 freaking week!! and im left alone here!!! all by myself!!! i wont get to follow them cuz im still schooling..urghhhh!!!! superrr annoying!! for 1 week, i will be sleeping unaccompanied at my room.. for 1 week, i wont get to joke ard with my sis like any other normal days.. for 1 week, i will be watching tv,eating,drinking and studying all alone.. for 1 week, mummy wont be waking me up early in the morning to go to sch like normally.. for 1 week, i will be getting moody and .... for 1 whole week, i bet i will be crying and sobbing cuz i will miss them SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much!!! oh god..tears are in my eyes nw.. :'( i nvr had this kind of long separation frm them for the entire of my life.. and im really gonna suffer within that period.. fortunately,dad is still here in spore and he's nt going anywher.. ATLEAST, ther's another someone who will accompanied me at home.. so i wont be totally alone!! if dad were to tag along wit my mum n sis or prefer to go back at another family of him, i would rather kill myself!!!! i juz cant stay at home,without any company..get it,dad? so go back everyday!! haha you are joyously welcome to play ur fav game at my laptop for hw many hours u want ..by all means..i wont complain..hehe! gosh,im soo mean.. oh ya, toking abt dad.. he seriously freak me out this time.. his diabetic illness has really worsened and thers alot of his body parts has alr been badly affected..esp his left leg and left eye.all are badly swollen!! and he's another stubborn person who wont heed fr advices.. me n mum hav been continuously asking him to go to hosp cuz to me,personally, i think he's alr in a dangerous stage ryte nw.. im sure he will be warded immediately if he were to go to hosp..wic is a gd thing lar cuz he will be monitored closely. and tt's fr his own benefit wat!! but he completely ignored and keep saying this same ol reason "if i were to go hosp, who want to support the family?" haiz.. i juz don understand him!!! oh well..i seriously hope nothing serious will happen to him..cuz as a daughter,im worried.. watever it is, he IS my dad,who has brought me up so hard frm a small innocent baby to a young lady now.. im thankful and proud with the way i am nw ..cuz HE has taught me values,morals and e importance of religion since im little.. so ya..thanks to him fr my upbringing.. and yeah, i want to stress this out again..i dun wan 1 nov to come!!! haha! oh gosh.. projects has come...again!! ICA!! haiz really hate it!! and one of the ICA,we hav to present as early as another 3 more weeks!! thats freaking fast!! but wat to do..this are part of sch,wher ther's always projects,assignments and exams..urghhh!! i cn really feel the stress level is rising..ryte at tis moment!! and this poor azizah do nt hav intrnet connection at home.. and its a disadvantage fr me to do important researchs.. will goin to open it back soon..cuz i really need it badly!! lets keep sch aside..shall we? hav u heard or seen this ad b4?? =)
alryte, due to some reason,i do not want sumbody to hacked my acct and
sumbody to get bored of my blog..i will update!! haha! see ayu, iqah..i alr UPDATE!!!!!!!! heh :) well, juz do nt hav the opportunity to do so lar.. and this internet connection tt i steal,[shhhh..] forbid me to go net sumtymes.. sad ryte? haha!! school wise was ok.. still the same old routine.. but one gd ting is that,i love my timetable fr tis sem..cuz the latest time im able to go home is by 5pm..instead of 6pm fr last sem.. :) im so cant wait to assignments and projects!!!!! i juz so look forward!!! i LOVE it soo much!! urghh!!!! annoying!! i bet wen tt day comes, im gonna be a super duper crazy gal! and my brain will goin to burst lyke shit!! arghhh!!! raya outing are still nt done yet! there's another 2 more open-house tt i shud attend this week..haiz honestly,im tired of outing alr..but wat to do, its my aunties's..and i have to go.. :'( im so blessed and happy wit the way i am now.. and glad wit the life i hav ryte nw.. i juz cant wish any better..thanks god!! thanks fr giving me a person who never fails to make my day..heh! i see myself laughing every single day..and im really loving it.. that special day of mine has finally came..
and im nw a year older and officially 20!!heh! :) Another year passes and I continue to age...hahah! [sumtimes it scares me] well,it's been a challenging path fr me tis year.. i wanna thank Allah for everything HE's bestowed upon me and I pray He will continue guiding me to the right path and giving me the chance to live my life with HIS blessings in the future..insyaallah.. thank you fr blessing me with another year in my lyf..:) and.. thank you so much for the changes in my lyf, the wonderful people that YOU had created to be ard me, granting me every single wishes that i prayed for.. im juz really and truly grateful wif EVERYTHING HE had given me.. i really had a BIG shock of my lyf as soon as i went bck home.. i didnt noe that my mum and him has planned for a surprise party fr me.. they really did a great job cuz i was really super duper shock!!! with all my besties,aunties,uncles,fellow nyp frenz were all ready inside my house without me actually noeing it!! haiz..i was juz speechless and absolutely touched!! and yeah..bcoz of tt,i cried..haha..[those who came will noe lar hor] thank u sooo much fr all those ppl who came..and thanks for all the gifts.. i really appreciate it so much!!! its really once in a lifetime i actually experience this..heh! here are some of the pics: in the swensen's   
and thnx to these two people who plan everything!!! tankiu so much!!! 
and those who came and made it happen!! thnx soo much!! i wanna thank Allah s.w.t for tis change of mine..
thnk u so much,YOU had finally open my heart to it.. i guez its time fr tis change.. ppl,who are aware of tis,dun tell me y fr tis change..cuz me,myself cant even explain precisely.. its juz indescribable..only god noes.. i swear its not abt forcing,imitating,or anything related to tt.. its only bcoz of HIM,the almighty.. previously,i was nt ready for it.. I used to say that I will nt do it till I changed fr the better in every other way.. But nw, somehw I changed my mind.. I think it will help me towards becoming a better person.. u gt to start somewhere... and im glad i've start it now.. juz one said frm me,my heart has OPENED fully for it.. and im happy for myself too.. :) for those who dont noe wat im crapping abt,you will noe sooner or later.. |
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Nur Azizah bte Abdul Aziz * 7 Oct 1988; turning 23yrs * am a libra * was a NYP & RP-ian * simple yet complicated * have learnt to appreciate things ard me and nt juz taking it for granted * living my life to its fullest * trying to be a better person in every single day of my life * realise am much stronger now * great besties * fiance * purple.black. * surfing net.shopping.hugs. * makeups.clothes.shoes excites her * liars * bitches * hypocrites * braggers * veggies -_- * backstabbers April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 Xx Angela xX Xx Atikah [Icka] xX Xx Ain [sis] xX Xx Ayu xX Xx Ben xX Xx Doreen xX Xx Eileen xX Xx Ekinsan xX Xx Ella [Zul's Cuz] xX Xx Fairuz xX Xx Harith xX Xx Iqah xX Xx Iqah [priv] xX Xx LadyAzVam xX Xx Jaclyn xX Xx Jessie xX Xx Lisza xX Xx Mira [NYP] xX Xx Mira [RP] xX Xx Munir xX Xx Myza xX Xx Natasha xX Xx Nieza xX Xx NuruL Aini xX Xx Raleah xX Xx Salwa xX Xx Santi xX Xx Shaz xX Xx Shidah [cheers] xX Xx Syahidah [BTS] xX Xx Ting Ting xX Xx Wanie xX Xx Wawa xX Xx Xiao Rong xX Xx Zielah xX Xx Zimah xX pictures editted by Azizah Aziz |
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