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Tuesday, April 28, 2009:idiots
men are from MARS

I wonder why are idiotic, dumb and stupid guys are still alive in this world..
Cant they just rot and die??????!!!
Playing wit a women's heart is a really BIG issue here..
And it can really2 piss me off lyke crazy if it happens with the one I love..
And seeing it right infront of my naked eyes,it explodes me like seriously!!!
and I must thank to the ONE above for showing it to me..


I have faith in Allah and I believe in karma..
Yes,you can be happy abt it now and take it lyk NOTHING goes wrong..
LAUGH,as loud as u can..go ahead dumb ass..
but,it won’t be long,dude..
Ur BIG liars and tt BIG ego family of urs…we don’t lose anything..
'GOD is fair' put that inside ur bloody head!!!
You are just messing with the wrong person,bro..


And I really can't believe tt I really did 'that'
Mayb I was really damn angry and really wanna solve it asap
I juz didn't want to see any hurt from my family…
Thanks Allah fr givin me tt courage…


Because of tis incident,I began to appreciate my dear Zul..
Yeah..i can be very mean to him sometimes for i-dunnoe-wat-reason..
Keeps getting angry with the slightest mistake tt he made and make a big fuss abt it..
But..wat he shud noe tt I've never mean to hurt him..
And sometimes I did angry wit myself for hurting him..
I treasure him so so much and only god noe’s how big is my love fr him..
Knowing a guy with a sincere love and care…
Put me before him..
Sacrifice hell a lot just for me..
All that really makes me feel really grateful..
I wonder wher he came from..heh..
Thank u Allah..for answering my prayers and bringing me tt soulmate that im searching for all these while..


Mz ImPerFect|on finishes on 9:20 PM
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Sunday, April 12, 2009:
tests

just recovered from my fever..
gosh..i didnt have an idea where the hell this sickness came from..
but alhamdulilah..everything was quite alright now..
attachments done..weee!!

2nd year is coming..pretty scared abt it too..
i noe it's going to be tougher and tougher as time goes by..
dear allah,help me in this ya? :D

my dear sis finally got her previous job back
and thanks to zimah for persuading the boss..hee
tankiu my dear..
the burden will be much lighter noeing that sis is helping the family..:D
i really hope she will continue to work..
and god,pls don make her sick again..:(

one more week to go and it will be a new beginning of school again..:(
looking forward fr it? na-ah..not really..
but to some extent,im looking forward to see my dearest classmates!!


oh well..end here for now..


tests from the almighty will keep coming..and its up to the individual to stay strong and take it all positively...
it will make us closer to HIM...
and im staying strong watever happens..
but all with the help of HIM too...


im missing him so so much...


Mz ImPerFect|on finishes on 5:00 PM
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Sunday, April 5, 2009:
looking forward fr wed..
and i will have my official holidays....

end here.


Mz ImPerFect|on finishes on 11:59 PM
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Friday, April 3, 2009:wen will it over??
wen will it over??

wont get to see me updating this blog too often..
cuz no internet at home..
depends on his vodafone if he's nice enuf to give..:)


oh well..i get a 2 days MC on thu and fri cuz my toes are swollen and im excused from wearing footwear fr both days..
so..i missed my SHS aka School Health Services..
i heard it's fun working wit the kids..
GOSH! it's really a wasted..
and worse still, i have to do a replacement fr that 2 days not in the SHS but in the ward instead!! BOOO!!!
i thought going to that ward is over..but it's not..
so my attachment is not officially over!!
as fr my other fellow frenz are finally done..
:(((

met up wit my both ARIES besties..
to gave the gifts fr their bdae..
spent a great time with them
need to hav a lot more meet ups wit them lar..
hmm..mayb once im in holz again??

pockets money are decreasing..
stuffs to buy are increasing..
haiz..can't figure out how to manage all of that..
it's really stress indeed!!


oh ya,my couple ring is lost in the ward due to my over intelligence..:'(
it really meant a lot to me..
and hav a big memories wit it..
til now,i cant forgive myself..


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