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Friday, June 26, 2009:
they will be remembered always

early morning tdae..i was shocked by all the news tt was received..

1st:
the H1N1 currently hit 315 cases..
i was like "WAT??!!!"
the MOH confirmed 95 new cases in which 25 are local infections while 22 are the imported ones..
and another 48 are still investigated..
and guess wat..
ther's one new case from NYP too..


i bet it will keep increasing HUGELY as days goes by..
i hope singapore will really DO something to combat this disease..


2nd:

the pop star Michael Jackson has already passed away at his age of 50 just now morning..
the shocking death of him really surprised me and surely,the world too..
he was taken away by God at a really young age..
and the fact that he finally found God in Allah and changed his religion to Islam not long tyme ago really relief me..

even though he was full with tabloids,scandals etc etc.. but i guez the incredible and unique talent tt he has will be remembered by many of his millions and millions of his fans forever..

That unforgettable King of POP will be missed forever by us..
and may he rest in peace..

3rd:

the Charlie's Angel star, Farah Fawcett also passes away earlier today after a long and brave battle with cancer..
even though i didnt actually noe her..but according to my mum, she was once popular and have acted a few great movies..and indeed she is a great actress ..
see?? even my mum noes her..:)

well..may she rest in peace too..


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Thursday, June 25, 2009:
a great relief

well..
just watched the news..
and after getting a double confirmation from my nyp email..
yes..

i'll be having a home-based learning from 29 june to 5 july..
so another week hol extension for the nyp students..
great or wat??? hee!

so will use that xtra tyme to study and revise cuz didnt manage to revise during that freaking short hols..
with all the many2 projects...tell me how am i suppose to really sit down and revise?
some projects are somehow done..thank god..
only left with the edits here and ther..and we're considered done..
projects really stressing me..urghh!!!

and i want a meet up with my fellow besties..
yea..and lisza too..:) i hope we three can meet up again..its been long since we 3 are out tgther..
and zimah too :) hope we can study tgther..


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Tuesday, June 16, 2009:
me and zul discovered something very weird on our anniversary date..
17th

i was born on 7/10
he was born on 6/11

add up together: 7+10+6+11= 34
34 divide by 2 (cuz duhh..we are 2 person)= 17 <=

and after so long..we found out that..heh

the day comes again..love him more as days goes by..


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Monday, June 15, 2009:
life is better than yesterday..alhamdulilah..
allah is ther with us..i really thank him..
and i noe HE just wanna gave tests to us..
to see how strong we are..
but yea..as i said, im glad tt we managed to make it thru..
thanx dear, for sacrificing ur time,sleep and effort to help my family..
i think i cant re-pay on wat ever things tt u've done...

having my 2 weeks hol now..
i dun really regard it as HOLIDAY,to be honest..
cuz i need to study for my upcoming tests..
finish up my never-ending projects..
its like wat...3,4 projects to finish..??
haiz...
i can predict..wen sch re-open,i will be very busy..
not forgetting...STRESS!!!
hope i can managed it all thru..


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Monday, June 8, 2009:
nobody's home

i just cnt understand why people just cant shut their mouth up..
only with tt slightest mistake..they make a big fuss abt it..
i wanna ESCAPE!!
i wanna scream!!
i wanna cry as much as i can!!
i wanna just be with allah!!
living in this world sometimes make me weak..very very weak...
but i noe i HAVE to be strong..in order to live..
behind these smiles of mine..ther's a BIG sadness,a BIG pain and a BIG burden..
and that only HIM who noes..

went to ECP pit fr my sec mate,nadiah 21st bdae yestd..wit ayu..
the BTSS clan are invited..
and yeah..as wat ayu said..we are awkward ther..
like really2 awkward la..cuz we dun really are close to them and i feel tt i don belong ther..haha!!
but they are nice ppl..:)
aniwae, nice to meet them after so long..
alot of changes can be seen also..hah!


after tt,we went to esplanade to hav our mini dinner..
and just hang ard ther and we also surveyed the fullerton hotel too..haha!
its a jaw-dropping experience..i really get blown away by how elegant the hotel is..haiz!!
and we cam-whore lah as usual..haha..


thanks eh wak fr putting my mind aside from all these probs tt im facing at tt period of tym..


and to my dear iqah, thanks fr hearing all my stories and ur concern..i really appreciate it alot!!


i really am LUCKY to have damn great besties lyke both of you..
even my own relative don even bother..
i love you!!! heh!


and to my dear Ajul haha..thnx eh dear..for all ur help..without u, i dunnoe how difficult it would be..
thanx fr being ther and hear my cries..my stories..just everything..


its a pretty long post..but i just need to let it out..im done..


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Friday, June 5, 2009:
gdbyee ward 34

another week is finally over..
and here come the end of my obstetrics posting...
it has been a wonderful experience ther..
seeing newborns..
nursing post natal moms..and the prenatal ones too..
even though its a short period in ther..but its a great learning experience!!

these are some pics tt were taken just now.. :)


im a mother-to-be :P



yanfang and me with the cuties



muackzz!!!



come baby drink...



my ward 34 mates!! :)

and another week more to endure before i got my official holidays
..here i come ward 44...
i wonder how's gynae ward is..



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having a tough life lately..
been stressing up alot..
crying is my bestfriend now..
break down for umpteenth times..
sometimes i feel lyke screaming..
cuz its just too much fr me to bare..
way way too much..

dear allah..pls make me strong!!
i noe this is just tests from u,god..

i will try to endure it as much as i can..
i dunnoe y some ppl are dumb..like really2 dumb and didnt even take a sec to think..
annoying and irritating..

stop here.


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