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Monday, July 27, 2009:
never-ending

it has been a vey damn busy week for the past few weeks..
haiz...
with 2 presentations..re-assessment for the clinical skills..cuz i failed fr the 1st attempt..:(
sometimes,i wonder..am i really a failure?? :'(

with family prob getting more complicated..
mum not able to come home fr a long period of tyme..cuz have to take care of my dearest niece cuz aunt has been hospitalised and she needs a serious care..
and my normal dad's problem..arghhh!!!
and i need 300 every mth..if not, i seriously dunnoe wher me and my siblings have to stay..
its damn frustrating..
i got no choice of getting a job fr myself..i cant jus sit there and wait fr my sis or my mum to work..
cuz relying on the sponsorship money isnt gg to be enough fr me and my family..

Allah has gave a very big test fr me..
and tt i have to accept it willingly..
as wat zul have been keep telling me..
ther's a reason behind all these..and that i have to stay and hold on..

i just feel like crying..
infact i cried yesterday,even the day before yesterday..
its just a way fr me to feel much better..

its just too much fr me!!!
its just never ending..

on a lighter note..
dearie has surprised me with 2 ndp tickets fr the 9 aug..
and he hav to pay fr it..silly him!!
but thanks dear..u shudnt hav..
its been almost 10 years since the last time i was really part of the viewers to watch NDP..heh..
i want the bags..!! haha..thanks so much dear..

i miss my besties so much.. i hope u both are free this and the following week..:)
looking forward to meet u my dear ayu and iqah..muackss!!!


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