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wehee!!! i've changed my skin!!! haha.
no, im juz getting bored wif my previous skin so....i've changed it!!! i rilly wanna create a skin by my ownself..putting my photos, my fav colors n etc.. noeing dat it's frm my own effort..i will feel satisfied..haha..but too bad..i noe NUTS bout creating a blog skin!! so..juz copy paste it will do..but i do change a few codes here n ther to get certain thingz according on wat i want..hehe.. so...enjoy my new skin..and keep those comments cuming ya..*wink* *cough*
ok...i tink im recovering..dat's gd..but still.. the flu n dat "dog-like cough" is still der..omg!! i tink i cn b a female rocker singer if i was given the chance to sing..haha!! erm... i dunnoe y these few days..my heart feels so painful especially wen i juz woke up and sometimes,i hardly breathe..it really scares me.. is there sumthing wrong wif my heart? its been ages since the last tyme i went fr my health check up..so,im nt sure abt my health condition.really. i tink its due to all the panadols n pain killers wic i took fr the past couple of mths wen im suffering the toothache.. now.im really scared cuz i've been feeling this "aching heart" almost every day... the pain was..hmm..hw to describe it eh?? haha.. i can't express it wif werds..really..but it's damn painful..dat's fr sure.. but hopefully nothing serious..insyaallah.. pay day is cuming..!! yay!! i can't wait to shop..a lot of things i hav to buy fr this mth..haha.. am i a spendthrift person?? u cn call me dat if u want to..haha.. i noe i hav to kick dat habit away cuz i noe its nt gd..but watever it is..its my money..i noe wat im gg to do it wif it..atleast i nvr neglect my bills..haha!! im having a high fever again..argh!!! hate man..
juz recover frm the previous cold nt long tyme ago..n it came back..!! n this tyme..my fever is worse..especially yesterday.. my body temp is abnormally high..n it reaches to 38.9 degress yest..my head was throbbing all the way..haiz.. cant even manage to get up to go to werk..n bcoz i was soo weak at dat moment,i cant afford myself to inform my leader earlier..i know it will b CHAOS in the shop cuz they will b shortage of staffs..n they will be waiting fr my presence terribly.. but i cant help myself frm doin anything...my whole body was really weak.. i juz ignore all the calls frm them as well..haiz.. soo sick..shit..!! tmrw's data comm UT..argh...i dunnoe hw am i supposed to study wen this brain of mine is still weak..why this fever came as wen they like??!!! *tsk* *tsk* if i hav the power to turn back tyme..wouldn't it b great??
haha.. ahhh...ignore me..its juz random... im bored actually... freaking bored!!! did u hear me??? well, mayb nt..let me repeat again... IM BORED!!!!!!!!!!! ok,now, is it big enuf?? haha.. *yawn* sleepy!!! bored!!! sleepy!!! bored!!! bored!! sleepy!!! sleepy!!! people hav fears...ya so do i..even i've lots of them to think back..haha...
Fear of DEATH... Fear of GOD... [thinking back all the sins dat i hav made] Fear of failure in life... Fear of losing our loved ones.. [ it would juz rip me to pieces if anything bad happened to any of them ] it really scares me sumtimes..even now..! well, its normal to hav fears..everyone has it ryte? but sumtimes..i tink i scare life more than it scares me.. and its pretty hard to overcome these "fears" dat i hav..due to the fact dat i'm terrified.. i'm very afraid to live an unfulfilled or meaningless life... n knowing dat life is short n it will come to an end soon..haiz..its really2 scary.. i mean lyke i've nt prepared to "GO" seriously..i admit dat.. i really dun wanna die at a young age..but again, u cant decide..GOD noe's best.. u may nvr noe wat's goin to happen tmrw or in the future.. it cn be gd..and it cn b the opposite..no one noe's... well, i dunnoe y suddenly i wanna tok bout this..haha..mayb it juz came up to my mind dat life is ending soon..and all these fears suddenly came.. hmmm... lesson's over...finally!!
i've been waiting fr it to end looong tyme ago..lesson was typically bored..!! came to claz..dun understand a single shit..i admit i rilly left way far behind...yup2.. kinda weird tho wen entering the claz juz nw after soo long i've been missing in action..hah!! and i can refer myself lyke a dead rat in the claz juz now.. brains not functioning AT ALL!!! it's in a "switch-off" mode all the way!! my eyes feel soo heavy juz now..rilly rilly heavy i tell u n dat period of tyme..sleep is all i tink abt..need it soo badly.. i dunnoe y i cant manage to sleep early at night..i really used to sleeping late during the holidayz..so wen the sch starts..basically i cant sleep early..to change that habit is difficult..u noe wat i mean...it's always lyke dat..normal ryte?? nt my fault ryte?? haha.. java was hard. every week it seems to getting tougher and tougher...it undoubtedly scares me..!!! cuz im afraid i cant able to pass on this particular module..i dunnoe y i take IT in the first place..despite knowing the toughness of it..i still take it..am i stupid?? i don't noe..haiz.. nvm..i hope i can endure it and take all this wif a positive attitude..im trying hard now..hehe.. ok..i stil in claz..gg back now..RJ's done..Quiz's done..Evaluation's done..blogging also done..yay!! iqah n liz r calling..gg off now..tata!!! sch holidayz are over...
yes..its OVER!!! n back to sch again...back to the normal routine again...back to the stress again..back to the boredness again...haiz..wat a life!! so tdae.. wake up early in the morning..board 168 as per normal as i used to.. every single day.. as soon as i reach wdlnds, dat "mood" came back!!! and i noe its nt good.. niza n fai said they wont b coming..dat adds to my "laziness" on gg to sch.. haiz.. i promise myself..i wont skip claz again fr no valid reason ever again..i shudn't b continuing having this "bad"attitude..tday is the last day!!! yes..believe me!!! haha.. 2mr java!!! argh!!! damn. oh ya..i wonder why the sch takes sooo long to only accept my proposal..haiz.. i heard some of my fren's PP's proposal hav been rejected..oh god..it worries me..i dun wanna re-do it again!! NO!!! hopefully its nt gg to happen.. tis stupid feeling keeps bothering me sumtimes..i rilly hate it..!! i dunnoe y sumtimes im juz so curious to noe certain thingz which i noe it's juz a waste of tyme..i admit i cn be too inquisitive occasionally fr no reason..stupid me!! i said im over it..but actually deep2 dwn inside me..its not..i dun understand why is it soo hard fr me to juz forget it.. Sat was fun indeed..went to sentosa wif my whole family..but xcept my dad..hah! unfortunately..wen we reach der which is at 1pm, it began to rain..lot of hours are wasted juz waiting fr the heavy rain to stop..
eating mum's cooking while waiting fr the rain to stop but it worth our wait finally..the heavy rain finally stops at ard 4 plus..and we began to explore the places..went to the beaches..taking pics here n there..my most xciting moment is wen taking the skyride..it was rilly fun!! and i rilly looking forward ridin it again..we all had a great tyme even tho we're quite dissapointed at first. our plan are a bit disrupted earlier bcoz of the rain but we do hav a wonderful tyme together..dat's fr sure..
finally....i got to c ADLY,my bestie's nephew!!!!
i noe he hav been waiting impatiently fr my presence since ages...haha..ryte ayu?? hehe.. he's sooooooooo cute n adorable i tell u!! hw i wish he's my son..HAHA!! his cheekz!! OMG!! feel lyke pinch n pinch n pinch non-stop..
damn cuteeee ryte!!!
singapore's next top model baby[hehe]
well,if cik zizah hav the free tyme..i c u again ok adly..haha..he's rilly not afraid of new ppl..lyke seriously!! if its other babies, they will usually cry wen stranger cums near them..for sure!!! but adly...he's not..such a brave lil kid!! seeing the cuteness of him, juz makes me wants a baby..!! but seeing the mischievious part of him n adding on..it cn be super troublesome to juz take care of one single baby..dat rilly makes me think twice! ahakz..but wat i noe is..adly is CUTE!!! hahaha.. cak!! im back..!!
its been quite sum time since my last post.. im juz soo f**king bz.. im werking lyke shit these few dayz i muz say.. my r0utine is sleep.wake up.werk.sleep.wake up.werk..n it goes on and on..haha! tmrw until friday is the tyme where i can really really hav my freedom..hw nice!! its my off day!! yay!! juz dun realise dat skul is opening soon..shit!! i juz dun FEEL the holidayz.. *cry* time rilly flies soo fast...damn.. 2 weeks is nt enuf fr me!!! even 2 mths..is still nt enuf ..ahakz.. eh, im kinda tired now..im so tired to type further..haha.. will stop here.. my fever was pretty alright now..alhamdulilah..yesterday was d worst!!
my head was throbbing.. n it feels so heavy n becoz of dat, i cant even get up!! after taking the panadolz, it really puts me to sleep the whole day.. my health was back to normal now.. only left wif the normal cough.. ya i noe..this cough takes a slighter longer period of time to recover..haiz.. lot of stuffs were cancelled bcoz of this unexpected cold.. tot of doin some shopping.. hangit outz perhapz.. but all were cancelled!! :( n today..supposingly, i hav to werk frm 3 to 11pm but i was not informed earlier.. i was juz abt goin to esplanade wif my sis juz now..n dat was at 3pm.. n im oredy having dat good mood..wanting to juz chill out.. but guess wat..?? my shift leader called!!! asking me to werk lar offcourse!!! shit man!! it juz spoilt my mood throughout.. der goes my day..wth!!! i juz make stupid excuse to my leader dat i cant reached there on tyme cuz im outside..haha..n after some deliberation wif her,i agreed to werk at 6pm instead..haiya!! its 12.10am now...n, i juz reached home..super tired...!! my next shift is at 7am later..n i hav to be up at 5.45am..its lyke 5 more hours to go..can u imagine dat..?? werking continuosly!!!argh!!! hw my management arranged the schedule man??? so silly!! tink im a robbot izit?? lol.. nvm...azizah..tink of money!! yes..!! $$$$$ is all i hav to tink now...trying to motivate myself!!! ok..Work is FUN!!! Work is GOOD!! yeah yeah!! haha..shut up ppl..im trying to be optimistic here..lol.. ok,im crapping..dun bother!! HAV to sleep now!!! my fingers are getting tired..so do my body..i feel so weak!! n my flu r getting back..all thanx to.... the cheers aircon!! argh!! i think im getting sick!! running nose.. dry cough..headache..haiz...its killing me..!!
dad was having cold..so i tink i get infected by him.. :( hate FLU!!!! getting my panadols later.. sis juz came back...yay!! i hav company..!! hehe.. having my holz now!!! it feels soo great!! hahax..
today was kinda bored.. not doin much stuffz.. go to werk..as normal..den came back,lazing ard... haiz..soo bored!! i wanna go out..!! i really do.. bestie still skuling.. no chance to go out wif her.. =( |
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Nur Azizah bte Abdul Aziz * 7 Oct 1988; turning 23yrs * am a libra * was a NYP & RP-ian * simple yet complicated * have learnt to appreciate things ard me and nt juz taking it for granted * living my life to its fullest * trying to be a better person in every single day of my life * realise am much stronger now * great besties * fiance * purple.black. * surfing net.shopping.hugs. * makeups.clothes.shoes excites her * liars * bitches * hypocrites * braggers * veggies -_- * backstabbers April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 Xx Angela xX Xx Atikah [Icka] xX Xx Ain [sis] xX Xx Ayu xX Xx Ben xX Xx Doreen xX Xx Eileen xX Xx Ekinsan xX Xx Ella [Zul's Cuz] xX Xx Fairuz xX Xx Harith xX Xx Iqah xX Xx Iqah [priv] xX Xx LadyAzVam xX Xx Jaclyn xX Xx Jessie xX Xx Lisza xX Xx Mira [NYP] xX Xx Mira [RP] xX Xx Munir xX Xx Myza xX Xx Natasha xX Xx Nieza xX Xx NuruL Aini xX Xx Raleah xX Xx Salwa xX Xx Santi xX Xx Shaz xX Xx Shidah [cheers] xX Xx Syahidah [BTS] xX Xx Ting Ting xX Xx Wanie xX Xx Wawa xX Xx Xiao Rong xX Xx Zielah xX Xx Zimah xX pictures editted by Azizah Aziz |
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