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well, juz came bck frm kak sedare's hse...there's a bdae party fr her princess yesterday n my whole family decided to stay overnight ther since its been a while since the last tyme we slept at her plc.. so first n foremost.. a big wish fr my cutie litlle alifah illyana [i luv her name..btw..hee!] HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! she's turned 6 tis yr.. time rilly flies..still remember the tymes wen she's still a baby.. n now..she's already a big girl.. one more ting u guyz shud noe bout her.. despite she's 6 yrs old but...........her mulut..alamak..kalah mkcik quarters..haha!! really!! tt sat was a rilly tiring day fr me.. work in d morning...then hav to went straight to alifah's hse after werk..haiz.. but i do hav fun..tt's definitely!!! seeing the small kids playing the games..n seeing them rilly "semangat" playing juz to get the prize..it rilly reminded me of my younger dayz..i used to b like tt as well..haha! n ther's tis particular boy..even cried wen he lose..if he's a girl or sumthing,atleast it's understand understood lar..but he's a boy...!!! haha..i hav a gud laugh,man, looking at him..haha... these are some picz tt were taken yesterday..     ehem...cooking in action.. at the end of the day...  the prezziez...  the unwrapping of giftz oritez..im freaking exhausted nw.. will end here.. ok, let me list sumting...
1. satay 2. mutton chop 3. cheese fries 4. KFC chicken any idea y i listed them?? im sooo damn crave wif all these *yummy* fds its been ages since the last i ate them..cn sumbody kind enuf to treat me wif all these stuffs?? haha.. ahh..ok, itz juz random..actually..im hungry..wakaka!! well...
tis few days bck..hav been gg pretty well fr me..like unexpectedly..[erm, exclude the sch part..dat's completely gone case already!! haha] i feel more happier than i used to b b4..dat's fr sure..!! ppl ard me sumhw make tt happen offcourse..besties, family n my other luv ones nvr failed to make my day..i cn see myself laughing most of the tymes now..n luving my life the way it shud be...tt's a gd thing..!!! n at tis point of tyme i think god has answered my prayers.. fr everything dat i've wished fr..[oni HE noe's wat i actually wants] ya..wat's past is past..sumtyme it sucks but true.. heartaches are a be...but ya, we all go thru them.. things happen fr a reason n ther are lessons tt need to b learned..i truly believed tt it's a sign frm the person up above..all HE is showing u is juz a lesson..i noe!! sumtimes..one shud learn frm the past...but dun allow it to hold u bck..tt's the stuffs u nid to let go...n i tink i've already done it..all thnx to HIM..alhamdulilah.. wat i cn say fr now is tt.. my life seems to get better.. =) its weekendz again..time really flies fast huh..
as usual..i'll b working fr the nxt two solid days..haiz.. and ya.. i nvr realised dat i've been serving for "CHEERS" fr 5 mths now..hmm..dat's rilly fast.. well, i do enjoy working at cheers i muz say.. so far..my wrkplc hav been gd..wif nice bunch of staffz..even tho, there r sum staffs who dun rilly tok much to me..probably bcoz their english r nt rilly fluent..haha! so they choose to keep quiet most of the time..but despite dat,they're actually nice.. =) especially wen they're having break.. they'll b like.. "azizah, mkn oredy? want me to buy coffee fr u??" haha.. my new Shift Leader, Munira..is my fav working buddy fr nw..she's juz join us in the early MAY..first thought of her..i thinks she's the "sombong" type..but i rilly get her wrong.. she's easy to get along wif actually..n we somehw click..mayb bcoz we're same age.. cracked stupid jokes..sharing each other's stories..n etc etc.. sumhw it makes my day at wrk a more enjoying one rather than a boring one.. n i've to admit..im already so called "popular" ard that area..hahaha!! gt one certain point of time..i was juz walking ard the area wif my sis without my uniform.. n there's one apek shouted my name n waved at me..cn u believe dat?? haha.. i felt soo damn honoured..ppl stil recognised me..hee!! see?? im popular..hahaha!! ok..crap!! orite..i guez until here fr now..updating soon..tata!! I want a new TELEVISION badly!!!
my stupid TV rilly piss me off sumtimes.. it will shut dwn all of a sudden..as wen they like..n i will hav to switch on it back like i gt nothing better to do!! especially wen i was watching attentively to a particular show..coming to the climax part..it shuts dwn!!! wth!! rilly hate it!! the tv thinks it's fun..!! but it's nt!!! it deserves to b at sungei rd now..haha!! n bcoz of dat, i rarely watch TV nowadayz.. we hav surveyed fr some new television at Courts yesterday..i hope i cn get a new TV as soon as possible..cuz i rilly can't stand dat old n stupid tv[wait,offcourse la TV stupid..they don't hav brains..haha] well, today is monday..
supposingly, i wanna blog sumthing on saturday..but since my internet connection at hme was dwn temporarily, i hav to wait until mon so i cn get to blog..haha so... i had a fun day on dat particular saturday.. since my mum had her pay, we decided to go to esplanade to watch fireworks.. according to sumone, there's ndp preview fr the pri5 students on dat particular day.. so, we went there..wanna kpo2 to enjoy the fun u see..hahaha..! we reach there at abt 3 plus i guez.. soo the smangat ehk..i noe!! haha.. get to c the jets..n all the normal2 stuffs wic always happened in ndp.. there's also sum kind of a performance in the sea..it was cool tho..there's "bang" here n there..its kinda show us hw they attack the enemy in the sea..cool2..!! but wat im looking frward to in the whole event..was obviously the firewrks lah.. unfortunately..the pics are nt wif me..forgot to upload it to my comp..slenger me!! haha!nvm...will put it up soon.. yes!!! my PP's proposal is finally accepted!! yay!!!
whoa..they take ages to juz accepted my PP..such a slowpoke! hee!! but now i dunnoe hw to continue my PP further..haha..haiz.. hav to profile abt BURGER KING wic i actually choose it.. oh my..i hav to conduct interviews, surveys wif the burger king ppl..hw am i gg to do dat?? tell me.. this is stressful as well..haish.. hav to submit the wh0le PP thing by Nov.. will do it during my holz wic is in 5 or 6 weekz tyme i guez.... cant wait fr dat moment..i nid holidayz!!! it feels comfortable to b ard wif a person who hav dat same craziness as u..same interest..n who dun mind any shit dat came out frm ur mouth.. yet dun feel annoyed, even a single bit.... who cn tolerate ur craziness..especially "MY" craziness..!!! i want dat chemistry...is there such person in tis world ?? i wonder.... i feel hopeless..helpless..useless..
i've yet to realise wat actually im doin nw before its too late.. im beggining to lyke the song.."Cry" frm rihanna...
the lyrics are juz so meaningful...it really touches my heart..haha!! I'm not the type to get my heart broken I'm not the type to get upset and cry Cause I never leave my heart open Never hurts me to say goodbye Relationships don't get deep to me Never got the whole in love thing And someone can say they love me truely But at the time it didn't mean a thing My mind is gone, i'm spinning round And deep inside, my tears i'll drown I'm losing grip, what's happening I stray from love, this is how I feel.. This time was different Felt like, I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life Now i'm, in this condition And i've, got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart But no matter what you'll never see me cry.. Did it happen when we first kissed Cause it's hurting me to let it go Maybe cause we spent so much time And I know that it's no more I shoulda never let you hold me baby Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart I didn't give to you on purpose Gotta figure out how you stole my heart How did I get here with you, i'll never know I never meant to let it get so, personal After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know And I won't let it show You won't see me cry This time was different Felt like, I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life Now i'm, in this condition And i've, got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart But no matter what you'll never see me cry.. this is shit..this is shit..!!!!!!!!!!!!
urgh!!!! i received an email frm my skul stating dat i hv to repeat one of my yr 1's m0dule fr my nxt sem!!! shit shit shit...argh!!!! i've to repeat my cognitive module nxt sem..i dunnoe hw am i gg to handle the stress.. the other IT modules are already become a burden to me...and here cums another module..wth!!! i cn go crazy!!! within a few mths..i bet i will turn bald..HAHA!! bcoz of the stress.. i juz feel lyke crying...i feel lyke im nt dat "azizah" who used to b really serious abt her studies..im nt lyke dat animore nw..i dun noe y..haish.. sch is continuing making my life so miserable!!! frankly speaking..sumtimes i juz feel lyke giving up..n juz change skul..better be it ITE or watsoever.. juz wanna change skul..hating RP badly..sch system suckz!! but to tink back..im oredy in a middle of this sch journey and it's rilly wasted if i juz quit lyke dat..haiz...i rilly dunnoe!!!! nvm..i hav to really2 buck up fr my nxt sem..aiming a 3.0 gpa..or even higher den dat..will i able to do dat?? hmm..i hav to..i dun wanna repeat any modules fr my 3rd yr..NO!!!!! it's rilly a waste of tyme.. i dunnoe hw am i gg to endure this fr the nxt couple of yrs..n family are lyke relying on me solely..URGH!!!! suddenly i miz sec life..haiz..the books..the notes..the examz..haha!! all those are nt in rp.. well, my PoLy lifE sUckz!!!!!!! get it??? lyfe is unpredictable indeed!!
but.. i juz hope it will work out well..dat's all i cn say fr now.. i've learnt my lesson enuf!! but sumtimes..i feel terrified..hmmm... GST was rised up to 7%..wth!!! argh!!
don't spore hav nothing else to do other than scraping off our money?? haha.. watever.. payday is cuming soon...hurry up can?? i rilly nid the money badly nw.. oh ya..METRO tamp is closing soon..n there 50% n 20% discount storewide..n its damn craziee!!! went ther on sat n its hugely packed wif ppl..ya..they r like crazy picking the stuffs there.. ALL items are on Discount u c.. hw i wish i gt the money.. i cn juz grab those make up stuffz..haiz.. hopefully by my payday..those items dat i wanted r still there..wic is quite impossible..haha.. u noe spore citizenz..kiasu ppl..haha.. the fact dat i've seen...do hurt me..
it seriously is.. but WATEVER!!! im throwing u far frm my life now...rilly2 far.. and btw, noeing the truth, cn somehw makes me get over u easily..wic is a gd thing.. watever shit dat u say all these while..plz take those werds back..cuz it rilly is...BULLSHIT!!! im happy wif my lyfe now..dun ever come to my life ever again!!! n oh ya..aniwae a big thank u fr all the hopes dat u've given me.. thnx fr teaching me the meaning of luv fr the first tyme in my life.."TANKIU SOOOO MUCH!!!" i noe i sound mean..but who cares!! *ignore me ppl..im crapping* [haha] i juz nid someone to cheer me up nw..cuz im rilly2 broken inside..hah! |
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Nur Azizah bte Abdul Aziz * 7 Oct 1988; turning 23yrs * am a libra * was a NYP & RP-ian * simple yet complicated * have learnt to appreciate things ard me and nt juz taking it for granted * living my life to its fullest * trying to be a better person in every single day of my life * realise am much stronger now * great besties * fiance * purple.black. * surfing net.shopping.hugs. * makeups.clothes.shoes excites her * liars * bitches * hypocrites * braggers * veggies -_- * backstabbers April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 Xx Angela xX Xx Atikah [Icka] xX Xx Ain [sis] xX Xx Ayu xX Xx Ben xX Xx Doreen xX Xx Eileen xX Xx Ekinsan xX Xx Ella [Zul's Cuz] xX Xx Fairuz xX Xx Harith xX Xx Iqah xX Xx Iqah [priv] xX Xx LadyAzVam xX Xx Jaclyn xX Xx Jessie xX Xx Lisza xX Xx Mira [NYP] xX Xx Mira [RP] xX Xx Munir xX Xx Myza xX Xx Natasha xX Xx Nieza xX Xx NuruL Aini xX Xx Raleah xX Xx Salwa xX Xx Santi xX Xx Shaz xX Xx Shidah [cheers] xX Xx Syahidah [BTS] xX Xx Ting Ting xX Xx Wanie xX Xx Wawa xX Xx Xiao Rong xX Xx Zielah xX Xx Zimah xX pictures editted by Azizah Aziz |
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