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some ppl may alrdy sensed my dissapearance in sch by nw..
its kinda noticable, i noe.. well, if u, readers, do bother to take a look at my tagboard, may somehw noe wat basically d situation tt im facing nw.. and the state tt im having nw.. but afta giving a really really really and [many2 really] deep thot abt it, im giving up on my IT course tt i've taken currently.. well, yeah its true, im alrdy halfway thru,n all these while, tt i've been in sch r juz wasted.. i do agree on tt.. but at some point, i tink its also a waste of time, of me, gg to sch, knowing tt nothing absorbs in tis brain of mine at the end of the day..isn't it pointless??? i do try... and even still, i tried to LOVE wat im learning in claz.. Only GOD noe's..hw hard i've tried..its tough!!! n now i realize, i've made a VERY big mistake in taking IT.. 1stly, its nt to my interest.. AT ALL!!! 2ndly, it's a really large industry fr me to catch up on.. even IF i graduated, there's still extremely way too much competitors out ther fr me to compete on..n wic i've to continue upgrading myself every few yrs in order to survive in tis IT profession.. i am nt tt smart to deal wif all tt.. n i noe, im nt tt group of individual who're keen enuf in doin so..cuz simply, i am juz not capable of it..get it?? n having me to continue taking tis course juz add on my strain..i absolutely can't take it animore.. Easily said, i juz cant see myself doin well in tis IT line..That's it!! after much rational thinking, its better fr me to juz choose another course wic i cn see an ATLEAST a better "light" of my future..n i see it in "nursing" ya, even i do admit, i dislike it at first, but i dunnoe y..sumhw, i've began attracted to it.. moreover, i personally tink tt nursing has a much much better prospect wen compared to IT.. i really hope tt this is the path tt GOD has shown me to lead me in the future.. i prayed fr the best..and in addition, i wished i cud atleast accomplished something tt is worth having..insyaallah..God, lead me in this.. |
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Nur Azizah bte Abdul Aziz * 7 Oct 1988; turning 23yrs * am a libra * was a NYP & RP-ian * simple yet complicated * have learnt to appreciate things ard me and nt juz taking it for granted * living my life to its fullest * trying to be a better person in every single day of my life * realise am much stronger now * great besties * fiance * purple.black. * surfing net.shopping.hugs. * makeups.clothes.shoes excites her * liars * bitches * hypocrites * braggers * veggies -_- * backstabbers April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 Xx Angela xX Xx Atikah [Icka] xX Xx Ain [sis] xX Xx Ayu xX Xx Ben xX Xx Doreen xX Xx Eileen xX Xx Ekinsan xX Xx Ella [Zul's Cuz] xX Xx Fairuz xX Xx Harith xX Xx Iqah xX Xx Iqah [priv] xX Xx LadyAzVam xX Xx Jaclyn xX Xx Jessie xX Xx Lisza xX Xx Mira [NYP] xX Xx Mira [RP] xX Xx Munir xX Xx Myza xX Xx Natasha xX Xx Nieza xX Xx NuruL Aini xX Xx Raleah xX Xx Salwa xX Xx Santi xX Xx Shaz xX Xx Shidah [cheers] xX Xx Syahidah [BTS] xX Xx Ting Ting xX Xx Wanie xX Xx Wawa xX Xx Xiao Rong xX Xx Zielah xX Xx Zimah xX pictures editted by Azizah Aziz |
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