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Dont u hate wen u lose frenz who used to be so close nt so long ago??
ok, ther's this one fren of mine.. we used to be so freaking close bck in my sec days.. she's like my first ever fren i talked to wen i first step into my sec sch.. gg skul 2gether..gg bck home 2gether.. hang ard at her hse..make a fool of ourself.. gosh..suddenly those memories came bck.. however,our close frenship r nt fr long tho.. bcoz of some reason, i was distancing frm her.. at tt period of time, i tink it's the best fr me..cuz i sumhw got into trouble frequently wen im wif her.. n in some way, i dislike her circle of frenz tt she has as well.. n bcoz of tt, i tried to get away frm her..tried to ignore her since then.. and wen we met ard in sch, only [fake] smile are being shown to each other.. sumtimes, wen i tink bck..i kinda feel bad cuz i keep tinking im the one who throw the friendship juz like that.. but in true facts,im actually nt.. i nvr ever had the intention to do that..seriously.. i still treasure her as a fren..infact until nw.. but again,there's this guilty inside me wic nvr fades away.. i still feel bad..yes i am..i cant lie to myself.. fortunately, few wks bck, we strted to contact again..afta so many yrs.. all to the help of my another fren who givs me her contact no. n wat shocks me is tt..all these while she has been finding me.. n she wants tt friendship again..wic hav been lost fr a couple of yrs.. deep dwn inside me, i sumhw felt really touched by wat she said.. i nvr ever thought tt she's searching fr me.. adding to my shockness, she's nw a childhood teacher!! n i muz say, im happy fr her.. i guez wat's past is past.. everybody makes a mistake..perhaps im childish..dunnoe...mayb..hah!! well, gg to break-fast wif her probably one of these days.. i dunnoe hw the situation wil b lyke wen i mit her..i guez i'll b kinda awkward.. but i hope im nt.. well,its juz been soo long since the last tyme i actually tok to her.. but nvm, put that negative thoughts aside.. watever it is..im truly glad we contact again.. :) |
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Nur Azizah bte Abdul Aziz * 7 Oct 1988; turning 23yrs * am a libra * was a NYP & RP-ian * simple yet complicated * have learnt to appreciate things ard me and nt juz taking it for granted * living my life to its fullest * trying to be a better person in every single day of my life * realise am much stronger now * great besties * fiance * purple.black. * surfing net.shopping.hugs. * makeups.clothes.shoes excites her * liars * bitches * hypocrites * braggers * veggies -_- * backstabbers April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 Xx Angela xX Xx Atikah [Icka] xX Xx Ain [sis] xX Xx Ayu xX Xx Ben xX Xx Doreen xX Xx Eileen xX Xx Ekinsan xX Xx Ella [Zul's Cuz] xX Xx Fairuz xX Xx Harith xX Xx Iqah xX Xx Iqah [priv] xX Xx LadyAzVam xX Xx Jaclyn xX Xx Jessie xX Xx Lisza xX Xx Mira [NYP] xX Xx Mira [RP] xX Xx Munir xX Xx Myza xX Xx Natasha xX Xx Nieza xX Xx NuruL Aini xX Xx Raleah xX Xx Salwa xX Xx Santi xX Xx Shaz xX Xx Shidah [cheers] xX Xx Syahidah [BTS] xX Xx Ting Ting xX Xx Wanie xX Xx Wawa xX Xx Xiao Rong xX Xx Zielah xX Xx Zimah xX pictures editted by Azizah Aziz |
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