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it has been a down turn coaster fr me.. i just need to let everything out in this very entry.. a couple of updates.. Ayu's aunt has been v.v nice to me and my fam.. if it's nt bcoz of her, we wont get a place to live in.. but due to certain circumstances, i've to leave the hse.. for the better.. now staying at my aunt's hse at bkt pjg.. its really way far end.. dislikes it sometimes.. but have to endure it.. well..it's been awhile since the last time i heard abt my dad.. i dunnoe how he is doin.. to be honest, i really hate wen ppl asking me wher he is living now cuz by then, i will start to hate myself... i dunnoe y.. u think im a heartless person?? absolutely NO!! and that is why i really felt guilty sometimes.. and noeing tt i have an atleast a shelter to stay in while my dad,DONT, it kills me somehow.. even tho hugely, he is the main cause for EVERYTHING.. i hope he is well ther..wherever he is.. and most importantly, hoping that after all these incident, it will give a "wake-up" call for him to repent.. dear allah, pls show me ur blessings aft all these hardships tt im facing thru.. pls show me ur light,dear almighty.. cuz as a normal human being, im nt strong actually to face this.. turning a year older real soon.. and how 1 year pass so fast.. and i really prayed to u, Allah..in tt special day of mine, YOU will make my day a blessed one.. insyaallah.. and to my dear Ayu, hope ur mum is having a huge recovery.. i noe ur heart really sunk..seeing ur own mum in tt kind of condition.. esp in the initial stage.. if it were me, i cant stop crying.. but yeah, despite all that, im glad she managed to get it thru.. and with Allah's blessing, she's doin better than previously.. been having bad dreams quite awhile.. it scares me :( |
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Nur Azizah bte Abdul Aziz * 7 Oct 1988; turning 23yrs * am a libra * was a NYP & RP-ian * simple yet complicated * have learnt to appreciate things ard me and nt juz taking it for granted * living my life to its fullest * trying to be a better person in every single day of my life * realise am much stronger now * great besties * fiance * purple.black. * surfing net.shopping.hugs. * makeups.clothes.shoes excites her * liars * bitches * hypocrites * braggers * veggies -_- * backstabbers April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 Xx Angela xX Xx Atikah [Icka] xX Xx Ain [sis] xX Xx Ayu xX Xx Ben xX Xx Doreen xX Xx Eileen xX Xx Ekinsan xX Xx Ella [Zul's Cuz] xX Xx Fairuz xX Xx Harith xX Xx Iqah xX Xx Iqah [priv] xX Xx LadyAzVam xX Xx Jaclyn xX Xx Jessie xX Xx Lisza xX Xx Mira [NYP] xX Xx Mira [RP] xX Xx Munir xX Xx Myza xX Xx Natasha xX Xx Nieza xX Xx NuruL Aini xX Xx Raleah xX Xx Salwa xX Xx Santi xX Xx Shaz xX Xx Shidah [cheers] xX Xx Syahidah [BTS] xX Xx Ting Ting xX Xx Wanie xX Xx Wawa xX Xx Xiao Rong xX Xx Zielah xX Xx Zimah xX pictures editted by Azizah Aziz |
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