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okay..well let's juz say.. i hav a lot of thingz in my mind ryte now..
well..yeah..niwae..heart still feels kinda heavy..nt rilly gonna say why or how dat wud happen cuz i didnt noe y i feel this way actually.. so yeah..gonna keep a lot of stuffz to myself now.. hmmm..mayb its juz a bit empty and it alwayz feel lyke there's something missing or stuff lyke dat.. well..too many thingz in our lives dat would hav to change n would be affected n everything.. i think it wud b really b better if we were juz gd frenz.. yeah..nt rilly into guyz at the moment..juz wanna focus on other stuffs.. but dunnoe y.. fr some weird reason,he is lyke still in my mind sometimes n i didnt really wanna notice it or think bout it cuz it's rilly STUPID!!! all these stuffz however got me thinking and all..seriously..i think i shud juz get over it..even tho its hard..cuz i think nothings ever gonna happen!! he actually noe his priorities n i guez he's gonna stick to them..cuz fr me..normally wen a guy really likez a gerl,they wud really go fr it..but this one is lyke different fr some reason..i juz guez he's really different.. haiz..sumtimes..i really think this love thingy practically juz stuffz dat are really stupid n full of bullshit..lol..mayb too many getting hurt dat's y.. so..fr now..i juz c everyone as "juz a fren" material i guezz..bcuz i believe its better to stay frenz or even best frenz wif guys at the moment..well, dat's juz fr me.. bcoz truth is..wen sumthing bad happens wif ur bf, u nvr become frenz wif them as in closely ever again.. hope to get over him asap.. well...i wanna write more but i think juz gonna keep the rest all to myself.. |
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