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being the eldest in a family is not easy..its rilly not!! showing a good role model to the others..especially our younger ones..sumtimes cn really be a huge responsibility fr me to take.. me, being the eldest not only fr my own family itself..but also the eldest among all my cousins from my dad's side...argh!! i cn feel the stress!! they may tend to expect a lot from us!! way a lot!!! sumtimes i cant even manage myself to stay on dat particular level where they want me to be.. i dunnoe y fr some reason..im alwayz being watched by my family memberz..watever i do..how i present myself towrds them..hw i dress..how i tok..how i live my life as a muslim teenage lady.. all will be observed !! n i may nvr noe..wat they may have tok abt me behind my back.. as a normal person..ya,i will not get away frm mistakes and being a "PERFECT" example to my other younger ones is really difficult fr me to achieve..its rilly hard..if u've gone thru being the eldest..u will sumhow understand wat im toking abt.. hmm..hey..wait a min..!! did i sound like complaining..?? am i?? haha..hmmm..well,its not a complain..but its juz a deep dwn feelings that i hav all this while as an elder sister to my siblingz..n as an eldest cousin to all my cousinz .. i admit, i want to b the best among all..n im trying to be one..but sometimes..as i say...i can't b the "perfect" one as the rest expect me to b.. but nt to get me wrong... i nvr crossed to a limit where all these was a burden fr me..not at all!! nt to dat point..i was born to be the eldest..its already written frm HIM..and so i juz hav to live and accept it.. watever it is..being a gd daughter..making both of my parents happy..and most importantly..nt to do sumthing stupid dat will ruin my family's name..is all i can promise fr now..insyallah.. |
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Nur Azizah bte Abdul Aziz * 7 Oct 1988; turning 23yrs * am a libra * was a NYP & RP-ian * simple yet complicated * have learnt to appreciate things ard me and nt juz taking it for granted * living my life to its fullest * trying to be a better person in every single day of my life * realise am much stronger now * great besties * fiance * purple.black. * surfing net.shopping.hugs. * makeups.clothes.shoes excites her * liars * bitches * hypocrites * braggers * veggies -_- * backstabbers April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 Xx Angela xX Xx Atikah [Icka] xX Xx Ain [sis] xX Xx Ayu xX Xx Ben xX Xx Doreen xX Xx Eileen xX Xx Ekinsan xX Xx Ella [Zul's Cuz] xX Xx Fairuz xX Xx Harith xX Xx Iqah xX Xx Iqah [priv] xX Xx LadyAzVam xX Xx Jaclyn xX Xx Jessie xX Xx Lisza xX Xx Mira [NYP] xX Xx Mira [RP] xX Xx Munir xX Xx Myza xX Xx Natasha xX Xx Nieza xX Xx NuruL Aini xX Xx Raleah xX Xx Salwa xX Xx Santi xX Xx Shaz xX Xx Shidah [cheers] xX Xx Syahidah [BTS] xX Xx Ting Ting xX Xx Wanie xX Xx Wawa xX Xx Xiao Rong xX Xx Zielah xX Xx Zimah xX pictures editted by Azizah Aziz |
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