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1 november 2008!!!
i hate this date so so much!!! oh god, pls dun let it come.. i jz feel lyke crying now.. this day will be the day wher my dear mummy and my 2 sweetheart younger sisters will be flying off to BRUNEI fr 1 freaking week!! and im left alone here!!! all by myself!!! i wont get to follow them cuz im still schooling..urghhhh!!!! superrr annoying!! for 1 week, i will be sleeping unaccompanied at my room.. for 1 week, i wont get to joke ard with my sis like any other normal days.. for 1 week, i will be watching tv,eating,drinking and studying all alone.. for 1 week, mummy wont be waking me up early in the morning to go to sch like normally.. for 1 week, i will be getting moody and .... for 1 whole week, i bet i will be crying and sobbing cuz i will miss them SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much!!! oh god..tears are in my eyes nw.. :'( i nvr had this kind of long separation frm them for the entire of my life.. and im really gonna suffer within that period.. fortunately,dad is still here in spore and he's nt going anywher.. ATLEAST, ther's another someone who will accompanied me at home.. so i wont be totally alone!! if dad were to tag along wit my mum n sis or prefer to go back at another family of him, i would rather kill myself!!!! i juz cant stay at home,without any company..get it,dad? so go back everyday!! haha you are joyously welcome to play ur fav game at my laptop for hw many hours u want ..by all means..i wont complain..hehe! gosh,im soo mean.. oh ya, toking abt dad.. he seriously freak me out this time.. his diabetic illness has really worsened and thers alot of his body parts has alr been badly affected..esp his left leg and left eye.all are badly swollen!! and he's another stubborn person who wont heed fr advices.. me n mum hav been continuously asking him to go to hosp cuz to me,personally, i think he's alr in a dangerous stage ryte nw.. im sure he will be warded immediately if he were to go to hosp..wic is a gd thing lar cuz he will be monitored closely. and tt's fr his own benefit wat!! but he completely ignored and keep saying this same ol reason "if i were to go hosp, who want to support the family?" haiz.. i juz don understand him!!! oh well..i seriously hope nothing serious will happen to him..cuz as a daughter,im worried.. watever it is, he IS my dad,who has brought me up so hard frm a small innocent baby to a young lady now.. im thankful and proud with the way i am nw ..cuz HE has taught me values,morals and e importance of religion since im little.. so ya..thanks to him fr my upbringing.. and yeah, i want to stress this out again..i dun wan 1 nov to come!!! haha! |
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Nur Azizah bte Abdul Aziz * 7 Oct 1988; turning 23yrs * am a libra * was a NYP & RP-ian * simple yet complicated * have learnt to appreciate things ard me and nt juz taking it for granted * living my life to its fullest * trying to be a better person in every single day of my life * realise am much stronger now * great besties * fiance * purple.black. * surfing net.shopping.hugs. * makeups.clothes.shoes excites her * liars * bitches * hypocrites * braggers * veggies -_- * backstabbers April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 Xx Angela xX Xx Atikah [Icka] xX Xx Ain [sis] xX Xx Ayu xX Xx Ben xX Xx Doreen xX Xx Eileen xX Xx Ekinsan xX Xx Ella [Zul's Cuz] xX Xx Fairuz xX Xx Harith xX Xx Iqah xX Xx Iqah [priv] xX Xx LadyAzVam xX Xx Jaclyn xX Xx Jessie xX Xx Lisza xX Xx Mira [NYP] xX Xx Mira [RP] xX Xx Munir xX Xx Myza xX Xx Natasha xX Xx Nieza xX Xx NuruL Aini xX Xx Raleah xX Xx Salwa xX Xx Santi xX Xx Shaz xX Xx Shidah [cheers] xX Xx Syahidah [BTS] xX Xx Ting Ting xX Xx Wanie xX Xx Wawa xX Xx Xiao Rong xX Xx Zielah xX Xx Zimah xX pictures editted by Azizah Aziz |
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