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nobody's home
i just cnt understand why people just cant shut their mouth up.. only with tt slightest mistake..they make a big fuss abt it.. i wanna ESCAPE!! i wanna scream!! i wanna cry as much as i can!! i wanna just be with allah!! living in this world sometimes make me weak..very very weak... but i noe i HAVE to be strong..in order to live.. behind these smiles of mine..ther's a BIG sadness,a BIG pain and a BIG burden.. and that only HIM who noes.. went to ECP pit fr my sec mate,nadiah 21st bdae yestd..wit ayu.. the BTSS clan are invited.. and yeah..as wat ayu said..we are awkward ther.. like really2 awkward la..cuz we dun really are close to them and i feel tt i don belong ther..haha!! but they are nice ppl..:) aniwae, nice to meet them after so long.. alot of changes can be seen also..hah! after tt,we went to esplanade to hav our mini dinner.. and just hang ard ther and we also surveyed the fullerton hotel too..haha! its a jaw-dropping experience..i really get blown away by how elegant the hotel is..haiz!! and we cam-whore lah as usual..haha.. thanks eh wak fr putting my mind aside from all these probs tt im facing at tt period of tym..
i really am LUCKY to have damn great besties lyke both of you.. even my own relative don even bother.. i love you!!! heh! and to my dear Ajul haha..thnx eh dear..for all ur help..without u, i dunnoe how difficult it would be.. thanx fr being ther and hear my cries..my stories..just everything.. its a pretty long post..but i just need to let it out..im done.. |
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